woah!.been quite long since i stayed up so late LOL.dun like the feeling of staying up late recently..so slept VERY early..about 8+?LOL..tt's kinda ridiculous =\

anw..back from this magic show in esplanade..i shld say a gd experience for me LOL..

hmm..work was the same..maybe some new stuff tmr..was talking to wilson..oh well..his words were comforting though...told him abt my stuff...my worries..my plans....hopefully wad he said comes true..

im kinda...lost..i really hope nth ever changes..but tt's simply impossible..everything change ..every day..every min and every sec..i just din grab it..my opportunity..and missed it..

however..i believe.no matter how sucky..god is fair..i realise i began to live the the life of HOPE..hoping for this and that..maybe i shld do something instead of hoping for this and that..

oh maybe im just avoiding..tt's y it always lead to me hoping..
ws asked me..what i really want..and she advise me to srsly think through this..
i really shld think..in a more sensible way..instead of my 'happy go lucky' lifestyle in the past..which get me nowhere..i really hate to say this..but i really regretted..

for some reason..some guy friends ard me..look forward to army..and it goes the same for me..looking forward to a different phase of life..where we just do what we were told..obeying every single instructions..
maybe tt's where we are really disciplined..
where ppl like me think more sensibly..