superrr tired...

work has been the same..mood too...lol..tried to smile..tried to think of something else..but u just took up 100% of my mind..oh well..was talking to xd last night..she told me abt how she see me treating zy in the relationship..i thought alot..really alot..looked through the msn history..the replies i gave her in the past..just simply sucks..any gf would just leave..i really regret..and looks like..i always regret the things i've done..
but one thing i've never regret..is being tgt with her 3 years ago..
it is me..
not cherishing her ..
taking her for granted..
expecting her to know my problems..
not being caring enough towards her..
she is so busy..yet i get angry for minor things...
all in all..it only form one word..STRESS
the stress piled up..
it is totally unbearable for a normal human..less say a girl like her...

oxj pls think b4 doing anything man..
haiz