HOW?

Oh man. I never knew this will happen to me. Been 2 years and still not able to get rid of the...phobia I would call?

Kept telling myself that work and studies will be my only concern for now..at least till I finish my degree. Simply cant get that feeling off! frankly speaking im rather confused, whether it is my genuine feeling or im just thinking too much!

Should I make the first move?

Howhowhow?