~11:08 PM
damn..it is over..but y am i still feeling upset whenever i see related tweets.??
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~2:36 PM
WEEEEE..FEELING SO MUCH BETTER TODAY..AFTER VOMIT, DIARRHEA AND FOOD-LESS DAY..
AND I SIMPLY LOVE THIS PERIOD !CNY FTW!
i get to see many many relatives !my loved ones!..hahaz.
HAPPY CNY EVERYONE !
talked alot with jay on my way home last friday...he enlightened me alot to be honest..the most important thing in a relationship is not only the effort from both parties, the hugs and kisses, but communication...without proper communication it is impossible to maintain a relationship!
and yes...after listening to what he said, plus looking back at what i did..i get it..GG or?..all i can say is i was a really bad bad bad bf..gg...oh well..learn from my mistake and move forward what i can do!=D
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~9:00 PM
WEEE..another post after so long haha
TIME PASS DAMN FAST! POP and in some slack vocation now LOL..
kinda disappointed though=(
anw..thinking positively, i will have more time doing things that is more meaningful!
haha..on this AMMO TECH vocation at HQ SAFAC now..oh well..everyday is just studying test and the same routine repeats..gg?
hopefully posted to some nearrrrrrrrrrrrrrr units and continue my 8-5 routine till i ORD!!!
and of course..the meaningful thing im gonna do is to take up part-time degree!!!weeee..at least will be one step ahead of the rest!haha..
MAY EVERYTHING GO SMOOTHLY FOR ME!!!
HEHEHEHEHE
went to her hse for class reunion dinner and i realise one thing...which is...i haven really get over her yet ..omgggg...
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Nothing is Forever~3:17 PM
A boy went for a run at the stadium, bringing only a dollar coin for drink after his run.
Thinking that no one will take his dollar, he simply left it on the chair unattended.
To his surprise, his dollar coin went missing after his run..
From this, we can see that no matter how confident u are, there will still be people out there taking stuff which are left unattended.
This apply to anything and everything in our life..if we were to leave or neglect anything that once belonged to u...anyone out there will simply just take it unknowingly...and before u know it..u will start to regret.
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~4:22 AM
GAME OVER
is time to end it...though it already had right from the beginning
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~2:13 AM
weee..
time pass real fast..2 months ago..was so sian over army...but now..i just cant wait to book in every week..military life really changes me alot..allow me to realise there's alot more impt stuff and ppl waiting for me to cherish..and stop probing about the past..look and move forward instead..
oh well..wad done is done..
i've tried..tried really hard to salvage it..maybe things are just meant to be this way..the moment u take one wrong step..somethings are just irreversible..after knowing the ugly truth..felt kinda stupid trying so hard to fix and get things right when she is alr enjoying herself with another guy..LOL?..
i can only say i failed...i lost..totally..not to her..not to tt guy..but to myself..
i crushed the 3 year r/s with my hands..
oh well..i gt no one to blame but myself ..
just have to get over it slowly ba..ppl say 1st one is always the most diff to get over..hopefully i really get over asap..and tt's also the reason y im crazy over military life?LOL..
my sir told us to be proud of ourselves..as long as we did our best..and yes..i did it..
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~11:31 PM
D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.M.E.N.T
HAIZ..
i dun see..there's any difficulty..in replying..tweets or msg..when u can reply others so quickly..or are u just trying ..to avoid me..and not replying..any of my msg..at all...
lol..
mix feelings..haiz
life sucks
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~12:08 AM
woah!.been quite long since i stayed up so late LOL.dun like the feeling of staying up late recently..so slept VERY early..about 8+?LOL..tt's kinda ridiculous =\
anw..back from this magic show in esplanade..i shld say a gd experience for me LOL..
hmm..work was the same..maybe some new stuff tmr..was talking to wilson..oh well..his words were comforting though...told him abt my stuff...my worries..my plans....hopefully wad he said comes true..
im kinda...lost..i really hope nth ever changes..but tt's simply impossible..everything change ..every day..every min and every sec..i just din grab it..my opportunity..and missed it..
however..i believe.no matter how sucky..god is fair..i realise i began to live the the life of HOPE..hoping for this and that..maybe i shld do something instead of hoping for this and that..
oh maybe im just avoiding..tt's y it always lead to me hoping..
ws asked me..what i really want..and she advise me to srsly think through this..
i really shld think..in a more sensible way..instead of my 'happy go lucky' lifestyle in the past..which get me nowhere..i really hate to say this..but i really regretted..
for some reason..some guy friends ard me..look forward to army..and it goes the same for me..looking forward to a different phase of life..where we just do what we were told..obeying every single instructions..
maybe tt's where we are really disciplined..
where ppl like me think more sensibly..
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~8:06 PM
superrr tired...
work has been the same..mood too...lol..tried to smile..tried to think of something else..but u just took up 100% of my mind..oh well..was talking to xd last night..she told me abt how she see me treating zy in the relationship..i thought alot..really alot..looked through the msn history..the replies i gave her in the past..just simply sucks..any gf would just leave..i really regret..and looks like..i always regret the things i've done..
but one thing i've never regret..is being tgt with her 3 years ago..
it is me..
not cherishing her ..
taking her for granted..
expecting her to know my problems..
not being caring enough towards her..
she is so busy..yet i get angry for minor things...
all in all..it only form one word..STRESS
the stress piled up..
it is totally unbearable for a normal human..less say a girl like her...
oxj pls think b4 doing anything man..
haiz
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~6:46 PM
SUP
TIME PASS REAL FAST...this sentence..used to be my love..but maybe not anymore now..cos last week had been a torturing and terribly slow week..i dun like it..i really hope i can return to the past and correct all my mistake..most imptly..realise ur importance and cherish u even more..
enough said..no matter wad i say..wad i do..is useless now..wad i can only do..is to change..and most imptly..to wait..
To wait..is really easier said to be done..but is ok!not only will i wait..i will definitely show that i still care..show you that im a changed person..ready and waiting for ur command!.
!ready
JIAYOU OXJ!..
day 3...
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